So much has changed since the last time I posted an entry it’s ridiculous; or perhaps it’s that so much has come to light.  We can use Europe as an example of what is in store for us.  I have made much of the Muslim Brotherhood’s agenda, but for good reason.  All of the terrorist front groups in the US, unindicted coconspiritors from the Holy Land Foundation trial (the government said they did not have the resources to convict them all, even though it’s a proven fact that every single one of them (except CAIR, since it had not yet been born) were guilty of financing the 9/11 attack.  Now doesn’t that sound fishy to you?  The most extreme case of terrorism in our history, and the government cannot be bothered to go for a conviction?  Not only have they not gone for a conviction of these groups, but they have actively been supporting them.  Remember when Holder was unable to say that islam was responsible for acts of terrorism?

Here is something I recently concluded.  Why would the usurper have such a patently obvious forgery of his ‘birth certificate’ made and then present it to the American people?  I will tell you why.  HE WAS GIVING AMERICA THE FINGER.  Yes, it was his way of saying “And so?  What are YOU going to do about it?  I AM ABOVE THE LAW.”  And indeed he has been.  Why do you think that is?  I have a theory, and if you really think about it you will realise that it must be true.  THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD AND ALL OF IT’S SPINOFF’S HAVE BEEN THREATENING PEOPLE’S LIVES AND THE LIVES OF THEIR FAMILIES.  Nothing else makes any sense.  We took away the House from the usurper during Midterms, and yet what has changed?  We hear constantly that he “bypassed Congress again”, we hear of him doing highly illegal things, he appoints our sworn enemies (The MB has sworn they will destroy ‘our miserable house’ from WITHIN) to highly sensitive positions like Homeland Security.  And here is something that should make you suspicious and frightened: he has been quietly and secretly disarming us nuclearly.

Recently Pamela Geller was slated to speak at the Sugarland Hyatt Hotel in Texas, and at the last minute she was told ‘forget it’, basically.  Yet the Sugarland Hyatt has hosted terrorists speaking at their Hotel, and I mean some seriously OBVIOUS enemies who didn’t bother to even hide or sugar-coat their aims.  These videos can be found on Youtube…  Why do you suppose they allowed that?  Again, it’s my belief they have been threatened.  I think I am danger for merely writing this and posting it on the internet.  Those FEMA camps are looking more and more like Concentration Camps.  I used to laugh at people who thought there was something evil behind the FEMA camps.  I figured, like many others, that they were merely in place in case of a natural disaster.  There has to be a way to get rid of all those corpses; right?  But not anymore…  I am firmly convinced that the first people they will want to get rid of are the senior citizens, Christians and Jews who refuse to convert or submit to islam, and all Buddhists, Hindus, anyone the muslims deem not to be ‘people of the book’.  They will want, however, our youth.  Beautiful girls and boys will be used for sodomy, the rest will be used for slave labour.  Trust me, after the jizyah (extortion money) is paid, people will scarcely have enough to eat…  They will look like ambulatory skeletons.  If you think I am making this up, there are several sources where you can discover the truth for yourself.  The most obvious place to find the truth are in the sunna, hadiths, and quran.  Muslims are the original nazis, and anyone who calls ME a fascist is ignorant of the facts and has not read these sources for themselves.  The reason you believe as you do is because you figure that nobody would allow anything ‘bad’ to happen to the US, but we can thank Carter, Clinton, Bush, and to the largest degree the usurper himself.  He actually has a database of everyone who mentions his name online and clearly I am on it, especially because of the company I keep…  If I should disappear suddenly, there is a good chance that I have been taken out.  Am I being paranoid?  Absolutely not.

Did you know that Europe has, for the most part, made criticism of islam a criminal offense?  It doesn’t matter if it’s true; if it offends muslims it is a CRIME.  In Britain you can get a seven-year stretch in prison for ‘insulting islam’.  THEY HAVE BLASPHEMY LAWS!  Did you know that Norway has decided to live under sharia?  Not the people of course, but the government has decided for them.  You would not believe how horrible the conditions in Norway are.

Here is another interesting fact: they are teaching islam to our children in the public schools.  Academia has been taken over by islam, one of MB’s aims…  The usurper has destroyed our economy, one of the MB’s aims.  He has weakened our military, ONE OF THE MB’S AIM’S.  Are you beginning to see a pattern here?  Anyone with a lick of sense would never want to live under sharia; but people appear to support it because they have been INTIMIDATED BY THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD.  Google: Muslims tell DOJ: Find a way to make insulting islam a criminal offense.  Here is something which should horrify you: the American Psychiatric Association is trying to get paedophilia taken off the list of abberent behaviour and out of the DSM.  Why on earth would they do that?  THEY ARE PAVING THE WAY FOR ISLAM AND SHARIA, because paedophilia is a common practice in the islamic ‘faith’.  (IT ISN’T A RELIGION, IT’S A FASCIST, TOTALITARIAN POLITICAL SYSTEM.)  Here is a quick check you can make to decide whether or not you would like to live under sharia: ask yourself if you would like to live in an islamic country, where men marry babies if they so desire and ‘thight’ them (they use the thighs for friction on the penis, they use the baby for a masturbation tool, where little girls including toddlers are sodomised, where mohammad is considered to be ’the perfect man’ when he was a mass-murderer, a paedophile, a hater of women, who said allah approved warring on other people’s until the entire world says “There is no god but allah and mohammad is his messenger” and taking their women and children as ‘war booty’, where women are not allowed to go out without a man escorting them, (nor can they drive a car) where women are forced to wear a burqa, where women are regularly raped and beaten by their husbands, where every Friday there are stonings and amputations, where first cousins regularly marry, where the preferable way of having sex by men is sodomy since they believe that having sex with little boys is the most desirable kind of sex, and where little girls have their clitoris carved out with a razor blade and their vaginas sewn shut, leaving only a tiny hole through which they urinate and have sex.  IS THIS THE WAY YOU WANT TO LIVE? IS THIS THE FUTURE YOU WANT FOR YOUR CHILDREN?  Am I really a ‘hater’ because I am sounding the alarm and begging people to learn the truth for themselves about islam?  Why don’t you check out Ann Barnhardt’s videos about muslim sexuality on Youtube?  Did you know that the American Pediatric Society ‘nicks’ the clitoris of baby muslim girls regularly?  They are preparing them for Female Genital Mutilation, and if you think they are anesthetised whilst undergoing FGM watch any number of videos where they actually show little girls undergoing this horrific ordeal.

This is all coming about faster than anyone could have guessed because the usurper is stepping up his game.  He has to, he knows that his days are numbered.  Btw, check out the video ‘Is [the usurper] a Saudi Plant by Avi Lipkin on Youtube.  You are going to be horrified by what you find there.

Like I said, if you doubt my voracity and think I am a bigot, a hater, and a fascist because I am anti-islam, read the sunna, hadiths, and quran.  Better yet, go to prophetofdoom.net.  It will be a whole lot easier to discover the truth there, (reading the sunna, hadiths, and quran is a tall order) and he quotes all of these source materials which can be checked if you doubt his voracity.

The one thing we have going for us is the fact that there are 80 million gun owners who belong to the NRA.  Our forefathers knew that what is happening would happen eventually, and they did not want the people to be unarmed and unable to put a stop to it.  There are also the Oathkeepers, whose website you can check out for yourself.  There are a number of militias across the country.  America is not going to fold without a fight.  But make no mistake, there is going to be blood running in the streets.  Many will die.  We will not be able to easily get out of this and you know why?  Because millions of Americans call people like me a ‘fascist, bigot, racist, and hater’.  They call me these without realising the truth that it is the muslims who are the fascists, bigots, racists, and haters.  They support islam, even bringing imams into their churches and synagogues to ‘teach’ people about islam.  Taqiyya is an islamic duty to lie to further islamic expansion, so do you think they are going to tell you what their true goals are?  At any rate, Jesus warned us again and again about false religions, so Christians who do this are not real Christians in my opinion.  HOW CAN YOU SUPPORT SOMETHING YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT?  And how can you expose your congregation to something which is deadly and bent on destroying us?

The muslims will never rest until the entire world is under an islamic caliphate, sharia enforced on EVERYONE.

Ask yourself, “Is that what I really want?”  Is this the future you want for your children?  Trust me, we are in grave danger but I have changed my timetable considerably since I know that the usurper is bringing tens of thousands of HAMAS operatives here.  Things are going to begin happening very quickly.

PREPARE YOURSELF!

julietsm

One of my dear friends in Europe, in the Netherlands in fact,  is Marc Barendregt, an army verteran from the 11th  Pantser Ifantrie Balaljon.

He very much wanted to make a specch, a speech addressing the problems that face Europe; with Islamonazis taking over their country one has to wonder how things ever got that way.  Marc certainly questions it, and the speech he ws to make in his own country, in Norway and Denmark,  was refused him.  Mark Rutte, the Prime Minister in Holland said no, Jonas Gaher Store, the Prime Minister of Norway would not permit Marc to make his speech, in addition Ms. Lene Esperson, the Prime MInister of Denmark, also refused him.

I am posting his speech here, and I ask that you remember that English is not his first language, but that you feel his passion and the desire for his country to be the way it was once more.  As for you leaders who would not allow him to make his speech, shame on you.   Shame on you for giving more rights to the Muslims in your countries who are apparently only wanted by YOU.  Not one person I know wants those people in your countries, and I know Marc doesn’t.

Marc’s Speech:

Let me begin with a joke: Islam.

I hope you all get it.

Islam is a religion forged to take over the everyday life of the ordinary people, politics and to overthrow democracy. As you can see now, it controls the lives of all the people in entire Europe. If someone walks on the street and he sees Muslims, he might think: Is this what they worry about? Or: That Wilders is right. No one can see the Muslims as normal people, because it always plays with your mind. Now in France, the southern part of it, is dominated by Islamic ghetto’s, and are out of police control. In Belgium there is the organization Sharia 4 Belgium. And in the Dutch we have De Hofstad Groep, Hofstad Group. This Hofstad Groep, are responsible for the death of Theo van Gogh. The leftwing politicians in Europe gained grant from the EU, to let Arabic foreigners come into their country. They filled their pockets over our backs. Crimes raised out of proportions, old folks afraid to go out after 18.00 hour. In Rotterdam over 47% of the population is Islamic. Over 500 churches turned over into Mosques. In the entire European Union there are over 50.000.000 Muslims. In the USA there are over 9.000.000 Muslims. In Europe the birth rate is between 1.3 and 1.8. That is too low to maintain a healthy culture. The solution was immigration, Islamic immigration. But this didn’t solve anything, and the problems got worse. The birth rate of Islamic family’s is 8.1 per family. If it goes on like this Islam will be the dominating culture. Every year between 30.000 and 40.000 non-Islamic Dutch people migrate out of Europe, afraid of the Islamic take over. But this people, is not enough to make the politicians stop the immigration of Muslims. Far from it. Every year the immigration doubles. And only because they get paid for letting those people into Europe. About 40.000 Arabs enter the Dutch, just as much as people leaving the Dutch. Only to maintain the population. But within 30 years that population will be an Islamic society. That is the purpose of Islam. If they can’t win with violence they will do it migrating. That way they turn the country into an Islamic state from inside out.

In Sweden white woman get raped by Islamic youngsters. In the Dutch city of Utrecht in the part: Kanalenwijk, over 300 Muslims terrorized the town for more than 3 years before the police decided to intervene. They also tried to start a political Islamic party. Fortunately that didn’t happen. 37% of the Muslims in Europe think its fine to terrorize those who are against the Islam and their book the Quran. But still that is not enough to say no against Islamic immigration. People the world our children and grandchildren will inherit, will be completely different from now. That is a fact that we can’t ignore. The world will be dominated by Islam. We can see it change already. Say no to Islamic immigration, say no to leftwing politicians.

Turkey will join the EU within the next three years. They all speak of how good it is going over there, but they all ignore that more than 200 catholic priests get murdered over there each year. They get murdered by fanatic Muslims. That is also a fact that is being ignored by our governments. Stop the Islamization. Say no to Islam.

THERE IS NO “MODERATE ISLAM”

It’s all or nothing with these terrorists.  There is no reasoning with it, there is no appeasing it, and with the Muslim-in-Chief sitting in the Oval Office, things are not looking too good.

I was reading some comments at  BareNakedIslam’s website, and something that someone said got me going.  He said that when he tried to talk to his pastor about the growing threat of Islam he was rebuked!  He was told that he is an “Islamophobe”.  People, we do not have some kind of disorder!  We are sick to death of all the political correctness!  I was shocked that a speaker for the EDL in England was arrested for “hate speech” because he said “Mohammed was a pirate and a pedophile”.  HE WAS.  Poor Europe, having itself silenced this way…  Thank God for voices like Geert Wilder’s who pioneered the ”Fighting back at Islam” spirit.  WE HAVE TO FIGHT BACK!  What is left?  If we leave it to our leaders we will all be dead.  I heard about a woman in Pakistan who could not pay the jizyah…  Her two year-old son was taken away from her, barbecued, and given back to her on a bed of rice!

WHERE IS THE OUTRAGE IN THE CHRISTIAN COMMUNITY?

Are we just sitting ducks, waiting for our ultimate demise?  These people know how to fight – so I say if a fight is what they want then a fight they are going to get!

Islam is the most vile evil on the planet and it MUST BE WIPED OUT.  I suggest that we unite.  You don’t have to be a Christian or a Jew, you just have to HATE ISLAM AND EVERYTHING IT STANDS FOR to be a part of my club.  I am going to call it CUAI.  Citizens United Against Islam.  Are you tired of the headlines, day after day, about some Somali or other thug (and you know they are thugs!) doing their level best to tear down all we hold dear?  ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

If you are not informed about Islam, go to my Youtube Page “Silmalila” and educate yourself.  I for one have had more than enough of our nations letting these uncivilised pigs in so they can wreak havoc.  And don’t give me that blather about “The Religion of Peace” either.  There is no peace about ISLAM!  It is nothing but bloodshed and terrorism.

So if you are a citizen that thinks it’s time to unite as one and actually DO SOMETHING then contact me.  Let’s brainstorm.  There has to be a way to fight the damned Muslim Brotherhood and CAIR. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY TO FIGHT BACK AND I SAY WE SHOULD DO IT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1aeDt2CqDY

An appeaser is one who feeds a crocodile, hoping he will be eaten last.

~Winston Churchill

The readers of my blog must think I have fallen off the face of the earth, since I have written nothing in quite some time.  Surprise!  I have not fallen off the face of the earth, but you may not recongnise me…  Those of you who know me know that I am a gentle person, not given to fits of rage or anger, full of love for my fellow man, and considerate of others.

You may not recognise me anymore because I am mad as hell and full of anger; I would go so far as to say that I have become enraged, in fact, and as for my fellow man, I am angry that so many of them have gleefully poisoned their minds with a cult of absolute evil and hatred for their fellow men, a political ideology that seeks to shelter under the word ‘religion’ and destroy everything that I hold dear. 

Yes, dear reader, I have become angry because of Islam, a word that normally I do not capitalise out of disrespect.  I only do it here because I have always wanted my articles to be as professional as possible, to use proper grammar and punctuation and capitalisation.  However, that is the last time I am going to capitalise islam, because I refuse to give it any credibility as a ‘religion’.  Islam is not a religion!  (Ok – (laughing)  Only if it’s at the beginning of a sentence!  I can only bend the rules of good writing so far!)

I have also changed my Youtube channel and Facebook page to reflect my outrage and concern for what is happening in the world, in fact, my absolute horror, and I want you to know that there is no going back.  From now on that is going to be the subject of discourse here.  It is all that I think about; I spend days on end online, staying up all night because sleep evades me (as it always has) but even moreso now; I am a woman driven.  The reason I am leaving up my old articles is so that those who do not know me can see that I am not lying about the kind of person I have always been; sensitive and gentle and thoughtful.  Many will be surprised to know that I have deeply Christian values too, and perhaps those people will no longer like me, but I have dealt with that before and will deal with it again.  For the time being, it is not my religion that is the issue here, but the cult of death, the moon god cult which islam is built upon.

I saw a comment that a friend of mine left on Facebook last week, and left a comment for him, not knowing the shitstorm that was about to ensue.  (Yes, I even use harsh language now, something which I always avoided in the past, whether online or in daily life.)  Basically, I said to him that it was important to vote for the right-wing, because the left-wing liberals are only furthering the cause of islam.  All one has to do is look to Europe, but I tell you that what is happening in Europe is already happening here, only on a smaller scale.  This has much to do with the size of our country and many other factors, nevertheless the muslims who are in the west are here for one reason, whether or not they even know it themselves, so great is their indoctrination and brainwashing.  They are here to destroy our democracy, plain and simple.  If you do not believe it, Oklahoma has already had to bring it to a vote to ensure that it never would happen, and of course it won. (Oklahoma wanted to make damn sure that sharia law would never be considered in their state.)   This is because at present, only one per cent of those who live there are muslim.  And even though it won by a 70% margin, the muslims are screaming ‘racism’ and CAIR is backing them and insisting on an appeal.  CAIR, that organisation which is supposed to bring about understanding between Americans and muslims has an agenda, but the cat is out of the bag at last.  More than that, a mole was sent into CAIR as an intern, and it is now known that CAIR has ties to Al Qaeda.  Does that surprise you?  Does that enrage you?

I digress.  I noticed that after I left the comment at my friend’s Facebook page, angry people kept posting comments about what a racist I am, that ‘that kind of thinking lead to the lynching of blacks’ and things of that nature.  I very patiently explained, as succinctly as possible, that in Europe muslims are trying to implement sharia in all of the countries they live in, that they march in the streets with placards saying ‘behead those who insult islam’ and  ‘sharia for Europe’ and that even in the US, a New Jersey judge used sharia law to decide a case between a man and wife.  In that case, the man had raped and beaten his wife so badly that she had to be hospitalised, yet the judge deemed that since ‘according to their religion this is perfectly acceptable’.  Of course, it was overturned, the man’s aquital, but this kind of thing is going to keep happening.  This is why I have become so driven, evil is evil and it is still evil even if tries to shelter under the word ‘religion’.  Are we going to let a barbaric cult of death infiltrate our nation and install it’s laws into America?

Every single person in the US came from elsewhere, with the exception of Native Americans.  Everyone’s parents, unless they themselves are immigrants, came here from another nation.  Everyone had to go through the process of integration and assimilation, and there are immigrants who are now undergoing this struggle.  But the islamists do not wish to integrate, they do not wish to assimilate, they want to claim America for itself, to islamise this country and ultimately make it an islamic state, a tyrannical theocratic barbaric one where there is no freedom.  A nation where all non-muslims are faced with a decision: submit or be killed.  This is the goal of islam: to force the world to it’s knees five times a day in the direction of Mecca.  “But Juliet, you can’t be serious!  How could a handful of muslims do that?”

Take a good look at what is happening in Europe today.  You aren’t going to get much information on the news, unfortunately, unless you watch right-wing news programs like Fox or MSNBC.  However, most people think that isn’t hip to watch, so they don’t.  The left-wing doesn’t want you to be informed, because they have their own agenda.  They keep throwing around ideas and words that are quite deceptive.  Multicuralism is one of them.  They want you to believe that all cultures are equal, but that simply isn’t so!  In Iran and Saudi Arabia gays are hanged regularly.  If a woman is raped, she is considered impure and is executed!  There are hangings and stonings and amputations every Friday.  And pedophilia is an accepted practise too.  it isn’t uncommon to see a little girl of ten married to an old man!  Since the muslims think Mohammed was ‘the perfect man’, they want to emulate him, and so pedophilia is a very common practice.  Further, they like to marry their cousins, and I mean first cousins, which no doubt has something to do with the high illiteracy rates…  Although, since there are islamic nations where little girls are killed if they try to go school, certainly that adds to the high rates.  Nevertheless, in the countries in Europe where the muslims are, most of them are receiving benefits from the government, which means that the taxpayers support them.  Most of the high school students drop out.  Rape statistics are the highest they have ever been, too…  The rapist are muslims and the victims are white European women.

Why do these left-wing liberals do it?  Politcal correctness, my friend.  The very thing that put Obama in the White House, even though it was known that he has a muslim father, even though it was known that his Harvard education was funded by Saudis who clearly had an agenda.  These people are called ‘dhimmis’ and ‘useful idiots’ by the islamists, but the leftists are clueless.  They think they are right, they think that everyone should have freedom of religion.  But…  What if a new religion which practises human sacrifice were to come to the US and demand to practise their religion here?  Would we permit it?  The lefties have no idea what islam teaches.  They haven’t bothered to find out.  They say ‘most muslims are peaceful’ and they place a dividing line between radical islam and the average muslim.  But the average muslim has the same book of hate from which they get their beliefs.  I do not hear an outcry form these ‘peaceful muslims’ about radical islam!  The leftists also believe that they can show the mulims that our way of life is better, they think they are reasonable people.  To be honest, I am not even sure that islamists are ‘people’ at all!

Are you beginning to see the picture?  Islam is a vile ideology which every child from every islamic nation is brainwashed and indoctrinated with.  They are taught jihad from the time they are babies.  They are taught that Jews are apes and pigs, and those who know me know that my father was Jewish so this is particularly abominable to me.  Here is a quote from a schoolbook that is used in Jordan and Palestine: “Islam will destroy all other religions through the islamic jihad fighters”.  We are not talking about terrorists, we are talking about regular kids…  THIS IS WHAT THEIR LITTLE BRAINS ARE BEING FED.

Clearly I have much to tell you.  And I will.  However, I have been on a five or six day run and am completely exhausted.  I have not forgotten about my blog;  I have been studying and researching and have devoted my Youtube channel and Facebook page to the cause of Freedom.

If you care about your freedom, you will do the same.  You will seek to educate yourselves about islam and add your voice to the cause if you truly care, as I have done.  Please, go to my channel at Youtube and start watching; if you are not aware of what is happening because you have only been feeding yourself a leftist diet of news, I urge you to start watching Hannity and O’Reilly and Fox news and MSNBC.  You can also go to their websites.  The next time I write an article (which will be very soon – I promise) I will post links where you can learn about islam.

Do NOT be fooled by people who say it is racist to be anti-islam!  For one thing, it isn’t a race, and for another, refuse to let anyone intimidate you and say that it is ‘insensitive to the good muslims”.  Where was their voice after 9/11?  Why do they continue to follow a ‘religion’ which promotes violence, tyranny, mysogyny and pedophilia?  “RELIGION OF PEACE” MY ASS!

Stop worrying about the appeasment of muslims.  They have been appeased for far too long!  As my hero, Geert Wilders says “The time has come to be intolerant to the intolerant”.  Read the quran for yourselves.  Teach yourself and study well, because the future of our country depends on it.  You may only be a drop in the ocean, as am I, but every drop creates a ripple, and every ripple a wave.

Some things I advise you to watch on my Youtube channel:

Fitna, Geert Wilders short film about islam.

Geert Wilders Warning to America (and in fact, all of his videos)

Pat Condell’s videos

Actually, I honestly think you should watch all of the videos I have posted

I bid you all good night.  I am exhausted, but satisfied that my time has been well spent reading and learning and seeking to bring about enlightenment to those who are in darkness, where the left wants you.  Upon my return I will be armed with links and tons of information and I promise to my absolute best to inform you and make you an expert on islam, as I am seeking to do myself.  I will pass along everything I learn to you, my beloved readers.

julietsm

I once considered myself a Calvinist, and in many regards I still do.  I can no longer align myself with many of the others who call themselves ‘Calvinists’ for many reasons, though.

Do I believe in the absolute depravity of men?  I do.  I was in an accident in March, during which I wiped out of my motorbike during rush hour on a busy street.  Did any of the hundreds of cars going by call 911?  They did not.  Someone did stop, finding me in a pool of my own blood and you know what they did?  They took everything of value on my person, including my I.D., my cash, my phone, my jewelry, my boots and leather coat, in fact, the only reason they didn’t take my motorbike was because once on it’s side, one has to know the several tricks required to make it start up again.  I do not mention this so you can say “Oh, poor Juliet”.  Not at all.  And really, it should not have surprised me, either.  But here is a good example of the depravity of men.  The only reason I did not die in the street is because my Lord made sure that a Fire Rescue truck just ‘happened’ to be going by at the time, saw me, and took me to hospital where I remained in a coma for several days.  I didn’t remember any of it; but I knew without being told when I awakened that everything of value I had was gone.  No surprise there.  Like I said, too, I should not have been surprised at any of it.  But here is a clear example of how people without God function in the world.  Just as the Good Samaritan stopped and rendered aid to the poor man who had been robbed and beaten, the bad Samaritans did what comes naturally to them.  They took whatever they could and left me, presumably to die.

So there in that little tale lies the heart of the matter.  Without the new life, man is depraved.  He will do what comes naturally to him.  Just as the one who possesses the new life will do what the new nature enables him to do.  Had a true child of God come upon me, undoubtedly they would have taken my body from the middle of the street, called 911, and most likely would have waited until aid arrived.

Most, if not all of the Calvinist’s I know would say that this was ordained by God.  They way I see it, God rescued me.  He made sure that I was close to a red light and not zooming along when I had my petit mal seizure which is what I believe caused the accident, as I have had them in the past.  He also made certain that there would be help arriving, so I would not die in the road.  If God had wanted to take me then, of course He could have done so.  He did not.  I am still not certain why this happened, (it could just easily be the sort of thing that happens in a fallen world every day) but I just don’t believe that God ‘made it happen’.  I believe that God uses evil for His purposes, but not that he is the Author of it.  Calvinists don’t see it like that, and if you dare to disagree with them, you will soon find yourself an enemy, or they will tell you that you cannot possibly be saved unless you agree.

I don’t see what the point of a world where God is the cause of everything could possibly be.  If He is just the Puppetmaster, than really the whole thing becomes absurd.  On the other hand, I do believe there are many things which are not given to man to know.  How could we know what God knows?  We are not God.

Truly, God knows the end from the beginning.  This does not mean, however, that we are merely puppets and are acting out a script which He has written in the minutest detail.  If this were so, then I  surely do not know God!

And yet, I do.  He has shown me the utmost kindness and love from the time of my childhood.  He has told me things, taught me things, and has saved my life on more than one occasion.

If you read the article which Bookmyar wrote, I am sure you can understand why I am divorcing myself from the Calvinist community on the internet.  These are some of the most unloving and unkind people I have known.  (I don’t mean all of them, either…  I have met some amazing Christians whose doctrine I believe to be sound, and yet you will never hear them glorying in the judgements of God with nary a word of His lovingkindness and grace.  Quite the opposite, in fact.)

No, God is not the Author of Evil.  If He were, He would be the devil wouldn’t He?  God is love, pure love, and while He is also perfectly just it does not give Him pleasure to have little children raped nor does He plan for that.  He may permit it to happen for His own reasons, which clearly have not been given us to know, but I can assure that if you look at Christ in the gospels, you will find the most loving and kind and sinless man/God.  Why is Jesus so beloved after millennia?  Because of His wondrous love and sweetness.

Mind you, because I have no doctorates in theology and am just a layman, those who do will read my words and think what an ignorant little girl I must be.

And so how do you account for all the illiterate people who have been saved?  I daresay they were not Calvinists, they could not even read the Bible!  God saves those He has compassion upon, and mercy on whom He has mercy on.  I trust that whatever God does, it is going to be perfect as He is perfect.

I don’t know about you, but my God does not have little children raped.

He does chastise His children, and the wrath of abides upon the unsaved, and yet “All things work together for good with them that are called by God according to His purposes”.  I don’t understand these Calvinists.

Jesus told us to be like little children; to trust Him the way a child trusts.  That is exactly what I am going to do.  I am not going to wrack up doctorates and think myself superior to those who do not have their knowledge.  I am going to continue to read and study the Word of God and pray for growth.  To be more loving, more forgiving, and more like our Lord and Saviour.

I am sorry, but trying to picture Jesus ordering one of the disciples to go and ‘rape that child for his sins’ is not in my abilities.

God is good.  In Him is no darkness or shadow of turning.

I may not understand a lot of things, but the one thing I do understand  is that God has preserved me, He has saved my life repeatedly, He has taught me all of the good things I know.  I could never have survived in this world without Him.

God does not ‘ordain’ torture and rape and murder’!  If He did, what would make Him someone we should love and worship?

Shame on those of you who would think such a vile thing!  His eyes are too pure to even behold evil, much less be the mastermind of it!

julietsm

This is an article written by Kirk Bookmyer on Facebook.  I would be interested to hear what your responses are.  Personally?

I am sick to my stomach.  If “Morals are for men, not God”, that means that God is immoral.  It sounds to me as though he is worshiping some other God, but not the Christian God.

You will never hear a word about the love, compassion and mercy and God coming from this man, he glories in what he believes to be “God’s Judgement”.

Child Rape?
.by Kirk Bookmyer on Thursday, 12 August 2010 at 14:59.Prologue:This note explains why evil occurs in the context of God’s plan and decreed will being done. It reveals a theological framework of thought that most people have not taken the time to consider. It uncovers the sentimentalism we have toward children. Why should children not be harmed? Is it because they are cute and cuddly? Is it because they are innocent? Or is it because God says not to sin against Him?

David realized in Psalm 51 that he had only sinned against God. Does that make sense to you? In the same way the rapist only sinned against God! And the rapist will be judged accordingly (no rape ever goes unpunished) the death penalty in this world is a picnic compared to the hellfire that is awaiting the rapist. But before you applaud justice for the rapist, please consider and realize that the raped child still must be assumed to be under the wrath of God for the crimes that that child is currently committing toward God. And it was that way from his birth and continues to be so unless this child is atoned for by the death of Jesus Christ and then is regenerated because of the atonement by the Holy Spirit. Only the death of Christ (and always the death of Christ) accomplishes the realized removal of God’s wrath.

Those with discernment will see that this note leaves everyone guilty and God just in determining who to save, if anyone. God is going to judge the child and the rapist both. And it could be that the rapist’s sins are forgiven and covered by the blood of Jesus while the child is not forgiven. Or they both (the rapist and the child) could be saved by the atonement. Or, they could both be damned. Or, the child could be saved and only the rapist damned. Since everyone is guilty God can do what He wants to do. And that is final (God has spoken). Are you OK with God playing the role of God?! Or, do you want to have a say in the matter, as if you were God?

For he says to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion. Romans 9:15

You will say then unto me, Why does he yet find fault? For who has resisted his will? Nay but, O man, who are you that replies against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why have you made me thus? Romans 9:19-20

God ordains the most evil acts of men! My God doesn’t have one evil thing happen that He didn’t intend to happen. Did you read the book of Job!? The devil is God’s devil. He can do nothing that God doesn’t plan for him to do. Morals are for men not God! That is your rebellion. You want to judge your God. Who are you O man to talk back to God?!
 

Child rape is the judgment of God on the evil child. All children are born under wrath of God and that is why they are tortured and why they die? Why do you think abortions are so prevalent? Cannot the God who stopped an unbeliever from sinning in Gen. 20:6 stop the murder of “so-called” innocent children that are aborted every day?

You see I can explain these things as a Calvinist and still exalt God as all powerful and sovereign in the process. You think this is a “black mark” on my God’s record. Boy are you in for a shock on the day of judgment if you don’t get with the truth and love it! The most hideous thing in human history is the murder of Jesus. But God PLANNED IT and brought it to pass from the beginning of time! Sure he used the wickedness of men. He let out just enough restraint of of these men at the right time to accomplish it.

It was the LORD’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer! Isaiah 53:10

The dress rehearsal for it was Abraham being willing to kill Isaac!
 

Him, being delivered by the determinate counsel and foreknowledge of God, you have taken, and by wicked hands have crucified and slain: Acts 2:23
 

So, what is a child being raped to God? The child deserves hell before and after he is raped, does he not?!
 

Epilogue:This note has drawn a lot of fire from critics. It seems people see the words rape + child + theological explanation (that they are unfamiliar with) = pedophile.

This is unfortunate but not totally surprising. The shallow thinking among people (especially Christians about God and the things of God) is rampant and ever expanding. This lack of depth of people is ruining the ability to communicate in the realm of social circles, politics, and unfortunately churches. It is like the Old Testament is being relived in the church age. We have our own tower of Babel and our own judges each doing what is right in their own eyes right along with the people just like in the Book of Judges. Where is the apostolic authority? Where is the Christian who even wants apostolic authority? We all agree that the bible is the final authority. But then we each interpret it that way we like to and functionally we become our own authority. And to the extent that we actually have misinterpreted and then gone on to misrepresent the Holy Scriptures we are in great spiritual peril.

I am currently in a debate of sorts over this article. Based on this article I am being identified as everything from a pedophile to a false-teacher. Yet, no one has actually stepped through the text to actually discover how to interpret it. Should I be surprised. If they take the Bible lightly how much more will they take my writings. If people are superficial in their interpretation of the bilbe and get it wrong. How much less will the respect the meaning of my writings. This is all very humbling, indeed.

What is it that people are actually objecting to? They are objecting to the idea that God is the first cause of all things. They object to anyone who asserts that God causes bad things to happen to people. Usually they say things like, “Why does God allow/cause bad things to happen to good people?” It is the age old question of why does evil exist if God is love. And this note touches a nerve with people because of all people they see children as innocent. Some even deny the doctrine of original sin, because they cannot accept a God who imputes Adam’s sin onto seemingly innocent babies. Others come up with an age of accountability to excuse or minimize the rebellion and the related penalty for the transgressing children. Children are the sacred cow of so-called Christians. They have exalted an idol in their own image (their kids) to the status of a god in their minds. Oh! Of course “good Christian” people will deny any such thing with their lips. But there hearts are to a fault with their children and not on God. This is immoral to the core. It is totally contrary to Apostolic Christian Teachings.

A particular critic thinks that erring in doctrine is a gnat that can be swallowed. He see this article as a camel that must be killed. Why? Well it is the thinking of the day. The world (which has invaded the church) says to tolerate almost any belief system. The only exception is people who believe they and they alone have found the truth. The world says get along with everyone and don’t offend anyone. Offense is the cardinal sin of today. People with this mentality are running the visible church straight to hell.

Well, I as a follower of Jesus, am OFFENDED by this tolerant attitude. And that makes me a threat to the system that is running this world. It is a worldly system that emphasizes the happiness of man over the truth of God. The bible in general is held in high esteem on their lips (speaking of professing Christians) but it is just as lightly esteemed in practice as any atheist’s attitude toward it. And this is the dividing line. Real Christians are getting wise to the foolishness that passes for wisdom in churches today. And the lies that are mistaken for truth along with sentiment that is called love is being revealed to those who have ears to hear and eyes to see God in Christ Jesus by the Power of the Holy Ghost!

The anniversary of your death is approaching.  Would it surprise you to know that I still long for your love?  That if I still had your bed to crawl into and dream, I would do so, trying desperately to find some way to connect with you?  I know you didn’t want children, you really didn’t even want marriage, but your parents denied you access to the education you really wanted, and told you it was your duty in life to marry and reproduce.  Perhaps if you had the chance to develop as a person and become the educated woman you wanted to be, you would have eventually married and the children who were a burden to you would have been a blessing.

But that isn’t how it happened, is it?  I remember how you used to get drunk and heap abuse on me, how I wasn’t the blonde and blue eyed little girl you wanted.  I remember how you laughed at my love for God and told me I must be really foolish to believe in fairy tales…  But you know, Barbie, if not for this God you denied I would never have survived in this world.  After you died I was cast into a world of horrors that should have left me in a mental institute, curled up the fetal position…  However, due to the love of God I did survive.  But not without scars, many of which are there because I was never good enough for you, never pretty enough, never a good enough skater, never good enough period.  And the son you adored so much didn’t make it mum.  He died shortly after you did.  They called it cancer, but it was from a broken heart…  So the only legacy you left behind was me.

Me!  The child you never wanted!

I am a child of God, mother.  He has given me everything I needed to survive, and has always been faithful with His love for me, even when I let Him down.  He would never abandon me either, mum, despite that fact.  He is my Father and loves me and I love Him, and He has made your memory bearable to me now.

I am not a good person, mum.  I have a lot of problems.  But God is teaching me, something you never did.  …And He cares not that I look more like my Jewish father and not my beautiful blonde and blue and green-eyed mother.  He cares not that I could never be as beautiful as you were, Barbie.

You see, He looks where it counts; at the heart.  I don’t think you ever saw my heart.  I don’t think you were even aware that I had one.  And you know, despite your incredible physical beauty mother, you are now but dust.  I am not rubbing it in; I still and always will love you and there will always be a void in my heart where your love should have been.  But I do not hold it against you, mum, not at all.  I understand what your life was like, and I know that you suffered too.  My heart aches for you, mother.  Knowing that I will never have that love kills me!

Ah, but mother…  God is real.  God really loves me.  And so the life you gave me didn’t turn into utter ruin as it should have, even though I was cast out into the world like flying wreckage…  The bruises from your constant physical abuse have healed of course; but not the emotional scars that came from your emotional abuse.

Here is the good news, though.  I am still standing mother.  Oh sure, I fall down a lot, but God pulls me back up and sets me on my way again.  He never belittles me or tells me that I am not good enough, even though of course I am not.  It isn’t my own goodness, but that of my Saviour that has saved me…  I am so sorry that you never experienced God’s love.  And on the anniversary of your death I shall weep for you, mother.

But not having your love will not cripple me anymore.  I have a parent who is the Ultimate Parent, one who will never take his love away or cast me out.

I am so sorry, Barbie.  Things sure turned out a lot different than either one of us imagined, didn’t they?

It says in the Bible that He will, in the end, (or the beginning, I should say) wipe away every tear.  My guess is that when I am with God in eternity I will not have any memory of you at all, Barbie.  Because if I did, I could never get over all the pain of your not loving me, and especially the pain of knowing I will never see you again.

Good bye, Barbie.  I wish things could have been different, but that isn’t the way it played out.  As it turns out, your good-for-nothing daughter is the only one from the whole family (that I am aware of) who will be spending eternity with God.  Apparently mother, He took pity on the little girl who nobody loved, and is going to lavish His love on me forever.  I truly wish you could be there to experience it with me, mother, because I still love you.

But someday I will have no memory of you, so I grieve the loss of you now…  I am sorry that you couldn’t be with me in eternity with God when I finally arrive there, but you won’t.

So I cry for you now, mother.  I still cry for you.

Love,

The little girl you never wanted

I can only say this: How do you do it?  How do you lie about me and try to hurt me when I have done nothing to you?

I can say in all honesty that I have never set out to hurt anyone, and would never do so.  There may have been people who I have taken off my list of friends and with whom I want nothing to do, but their retaliating by publically lying about me only reinforces that I did the right thing by so doing.

I am going to keep this short and sweet.  I love the brethren.  ALL OF THE BRETHREN.  On the other hand, I would be lying if I said that I like all of the brethren.  But I can honestly say that I wish no ill to any of you, and in fact I wish only the best for all of you.  I am not the sort of person that delights in seeing others suffer, nor would I ever be the cause of it, at least not knowingly.  There have been times when I had to hurt someone’s feelings, but I didn’t go behind their backs but dealt with it head on. 

…And for those of you who have believed lies that were told about me, all I can say is that my conscience is clear.  I haven’t ‘conspired’ against anyone.  I haven’t ‘spread lies’ about anyone.  And yet you write about me in your blogs, using my name, and charging me and finding me guilty of imagined crimes in your kangaroo courts?

Shame on you!

There is nothing hidden before God.  You should know that.

Sorry to have bored my readers with this when the vast majority of you are not those to whom this is addressed.  However, it has been bothering me because these people think nothing of trashing my name and accusing me of things that aren’t true.

Thank God He is always watching…  He has always protected me, always loved me, and always knows what is in my heart and mind.  And I can tell you, I do not hate anyone, including these people of whom I speak.  I am just saddened that professing Christians would act in such an unchristian manner.

I pray for them; I really do.

julietsm

*There is something wrong.  The last two articles I have written have a paragraph missing, and I have tried every way possible to fix the problem.  Please bear with me until I have figured out what is wrong.

Thanks.

I certainly didn’t expect to see it in the Christian community, however.  Now that did surprise me, although it shouldn’t have.  Even after conversion to Christianity we are falleable, and the root of sin never is completely excised, so what should I expect from a young man who is a recent convert?  His father ordained him in his church, despite the fact that it is clear in the Word that a ‘recent convert should not preach’.  Here is a horror story about just how dangerous Youtube can be in the hands of someone who may not have your best interests at heart.

There is a pastor on Youtube whose ministry I have followed for a couple of years.  I thought he was good, despite having some idiosyncrasies which some might find off-putting.  I learned not to take notice of such things, and look deeper.  It got to a point where I was certain that he was a believer in the Doctrines of Grace, so I risked our friendship over it…  I sent him several videos and personal messages, and he was very reluctant to even look into the Doctrines.  Eventually he did, and so did his son.  All at once he became an ‘expert’ on Calvinism, and it didn’t take long before he recanted, because he was not the expert he professed to be.  You see, this young man was in competition with his father over subscribers, to the point where he actually found a way to post phony subs to his channel.  There were pages and pages of them, and when he confronted me about why I would not sub his channel I first explained that I was aware of what he had done.  At first he denied it, of course, but I did finally get him to admit it.

As things turned out, his father had fallen into sin, and he took this occasion to broadcast for all the world to see what his own father had done.  He went into great detail, and I was absolutely horrified that anyone could turn on their own father.  Mind you, I am not condoning sin, but neither will I condone someone posting another person’s sins (particularly his own father’s) for the world of Youtube to devour like a Jerry Springer show.  I was appalled.

Many people took the young man’s side, but I am loyal to my friends, and especially if they have fallen into sin.  What would Christendom be like if we immediately rejected someone who had done so?  We have all done it!

But most of us have not had to live through the horror of seeing our sins posted on Youtube.

I still can’t wrap my head around this one.  He has always competed with his father, and I am convinced that he is thrilled that he has now gotten the competition out of the way.

 For shame.

The worst of it is his sudden turn-around, “now i am a Calvinist now I am not”.  How can we take somone seriously who changes their minds about theology from one day to the next?  I certainly can’t.  …And particularly now that he has taken advantage of the opportunity to humiliate his father before the world.

Someday maybe someone will post HIS sins for the world to see on Youtube.  We shall see how he takes it.  Frankly, I think the boy would commit suicide, because for him the opinions of others is everything.

I am glad I never subbed him.  If he would betray his own father this way, what would he do to a ‘friend’?

Just remember, big guy, your every thought and deed is known by our Lord, who knows all.  I am willing to bet that he is not particularly happy with your actions right now.

Repent!

julietsm

How dare they!

Anyone who has been called by God and drawn to Christ are aware that we must be ever-vigilant, that the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked, and that sin can and often does flare up in us if we are not constantly on our guard against temptation.  If, when a person is saved they are made perfect, then why does our Lord continually warn us about false teachers, lest we be deceived by them?  Would Jesus have to warn us if we were truly perfect? 

“I have hidden Your Word in my heart, that I might not sin against you”.  (Psalms 119:11)

Why should we bother to hide His word in our heart since we are perfect now?  In fact, I guess that once you are born again you must have no need for God’s Word, so I guess we can dispense with the Bible reading altogether.  What would be the point?  We are just like our Lord now, and are without sin.  We may as well throw our Bibles away, they serve no useful purpose for us now.  

Have you any idea how arrogant and boastful that sounds?  Yet there are some of you (many) in fact, who have taken this stance on YouTube, and have even made videos concerning this very topic.  You claim that those of us who are not without sin are not saved.  Mind, it goes a lot deeper than that.  Openairpreacher called me a satanic wiccan and other things not fit to print.  Same thing with finalcall07, just two of the plethora of false teacher and heretics to be found on the internet.  Have these people failed to read and understand I John I:8,7?  “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.  If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins  and purify us from all unrighteousness.  If we claim we have not sinned,   we make Him out to be a liar and His word has no place in our lives.”  

How do they justify these Scriptures?    I can tell you this;  a person has to be blind not to see those Scripture verses and cringe if they have been going around boasting about being sinless.  Yet I confronted one of them with those verses, and instead of being convicted and admitting that they were wrong, they made up some convoluted story about how those verses were expressly for the ”arrogant Calvinists that are not part of the body of Christ.  Those who believe in the sovereignty of God cannot be Christians!”  Don’t we believe, after all, that salvation is a work of God in us?  And isn’t it true that God may have made the sacrifice, but it is our WILL which either declines or chooses to be good little children?

No.  That is not true.  Our will is depraved, unless God called us to Himself we would never know Him.

When will they face that we are a FALLEN race?  We are not able to come to God of our own volition!  The Father must do a prevenient work in the soul of the believer to draw him to Christ.  If He did not do this, nobody would come to Christ!  NOBODY.  God grants us repentence.  It takes a good man to repent, but a good man wouldn’t need to repent.  Therefore God grants some to repentance; that is, His elect.

“When the Gentiles heard this, they were glad and honoured the Word of the Lord, and all who were appointed to eternal life believed.”                                                                                                    Acts 13:14

You see, people do not like the hard truths of Christianity, and so make a god after the imaginations of their own hearts.  Jesus said that those who stand for the truth stand with Him.  People who distort Scripture to mean what they want it to say actually oppose Christ, and cannot possibly love Him.  If you love the Lord, you will be irrisistably drawn to His Word and to Him.  You will accept the Word as it is written, and not put a spin on the things that you find unfair or hard to take.

There is something which we must believe.  God is perfect, and perfectly good.  And though there may be parts of the Bible that you feel must be wrong, you have to trust God and His justice and trust that He is perfect and perfectly good.  The longer we walk with Him, the more we realise that there is nothing in the Word that makes our God out to be anything other than that.  If we still believe that, then we also have to realise that as fallen people who are born evil, we are hardly in a position to determine that which is good anyway.  God says His ways are not our ways, and that our absolute best is as filthy rags to Him.  Mind you, once we are in Christ, He sees us differently.  Righteousness has been credited to our account.  Though we will strive for the rest of our lives to submit to God in every area of our lives, we are still going to fall short.

Thank God for Jesus Christ!

Please, young Christians, it is imperitive that you are grounded in the Word, that you do hide His Word in your hearts so that you might not sin against Him.  Do not take everything at face value, but be like the Bereans, and compare everything that a so-called Christian says and measure it against the Word of God.

There are an awful lot of wolves in sheep’s clothing out there.  There are a lot of false teachers out there.  There are a lot of people who profess to be Christians out there, but that does not make it so.

Your Bible is the most important possession you have.  You must read from the Word every day, and more, study it!  Jesus would not have given us all those warnings for nothing.  There are people who seek to harm you and your faith, and while nobody can ultimately cause you to fall away if you are truly His, we also must do everything to make our calling and election sure.  We must ‘work out our salvation with fear and trembling’.

May the God of all peace bless you to the fullest measure, and may He keep you until the Day of Christ Jesus.

“For by grace you have been saved by faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest any one should boast.”                                                                                                                                                 Ephesians 2:8.9

julietsm